pool

i thought that JPA only has 'pool' system, but DPA also has pool system that we have to face this situation right now... i should go bomba module this week but since all the outdoor modules freeze including polis and tentera, so we are pooling at Dewan Serbaguna for a week... did nothing but we're settling our Project assignment since last week and we're given new assignment everyday or heard speeches from various department INTAN...

we're introduced to new management of UDPA on thursday, lead by Encik Abdul Halim bin Hamzah, former Pegawai Khas KPPA... looking forward to new era of DPA :)

luahan hati seorang ibu

copy-paste from sheema's fb...

a beautiful poem written by her 2 weeks before she passed away, for her daughter, Hylda's 2nd birthday...
seems that she knows that she will go away...
hopefully one day Hylda will get to read this, insya Allah...


I’m missing the warmth they offer
I’m missing the laughters that accompanied them always
Which magically instantly chase all the blues away..
And makes it seem possible to shoulder the world once again..

Hylda turns two today
The lonesome feels stronger today
I wish i can be with her
Singing happy birthday song to her
And see she blows the candle light away

And there he was my sweetheart
Always there
To shoo the guilt away
And bring in the sunshine to brighten up our days..
As always..

Dear Babygurl,
Daddy bought you a nice big birthday cake
For you to enjoy with your friends at school
Just in case you stopped a second to wonder
Where mommie is today..

Alhamdulillah
Allah is great
I get to see my babygurl
On her special day of turning two years old today
And the sadness slowly fades away
Seeing her singing birthday song again and again
Enjoying the attention she gets despite her mommie is away

Alhamdulillah
I am happy to see that my babygurl is happy today...



p/s: i'm quite affected with her death, i already bought baju raya for raina like her... and i started to appreciate small things that i never appreciated before...

al-fatihah buat sheema wahid

been very busy with hectic schedule aka outdoor modules... started on 2nd may for army module plus muka legam mcm buntut kuali... and minggu meluahkan perasaan (declared by me!)... continued with police module and just come back from BS (bina semangat) module...

one of our friends, my sidang (group) to be exact, sheema wahid died at 6.44 am today because of lung infection... i get close with her when we're jalan lasak during army training time, both of us thought that our daughters waited for us @ PULADA at that time... singing and chatting about our loved ones all the time, even planned to get pregnant together after DPA :) and kept spirit each other... anyway, jalan lasak = brought backpack of 4 kg beg pasir and walked for 6 km...

yaa, she's very strong woman... very tough mom of hylda daenia... went to HTAR yesterday, never knowing that was the last time i saw her :( a bit menyesal don't get close with her earlier but still, memory with her will cherish till ever after...

me & sheema

news about her, seriously said most of them ditokok tambah... enough said, saya dah tak larat dan tak tau cerita sebenar, there's too much version :(

http://www.bharian.com.my/bharian/articles/Kritikalselepaslatihanalakomado/Article
http://www.thesundaily.com/article.cfm?id=47369
http://www.klpos.com/news/2010/05/31/1.html
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/5/31/nation/6371576&sec=nation
http://www.mmail.com.my/content/38157-finance-ministry-officer-undergoing-commandostyle-training-dies-hospital
http://malaysia.news.yahoo.com/bnm/20100530/tts-ptd-critical-bm-with-pix-993ba14.html
http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/133161

i miss her already :( al-fatihah

somersault

been very busy lately, so much to share! want to share what raina likes to do nowadays, do somersault ok :) everywhere everytime and it's mean in the middle of shopping complex sigh~

adhoc surprise birthday party

the incident (ceh,ayat) with Tok Sidang, Syuk announced 6 guys+girls will moved out of our Sidang due to bad performance during 'The King & I'! gosh, my name announced last, ceh macam dah agak sbb slides diarah buat last minute and tak cantik... waktu tu ramai membantah termasuk mak Sidang, chief technical team dan ade drama sebabak pasal isu merokok... one of the guys giler tak puas hati dan blah terus, ramai lak tu ikut die, pujuk... mak Sidang, aya dimarahi oleh girls, ape jadi ni? she not knows anything and shima, one of the girls asked why her been selected knowing that she contributed well in that performance... dalam sibuk kelam kabut tu, aya tanya birthday saya & shima but still confused because not everyone that their birthday in March & April was called... i was like 'OK', tukar je laa WTH to create issue...

dan tibe2 perarakan masuk kek2, lilin dah dinyalkana dibawa masuk oleh all the masterminds, the emos one, bija was the great actor... haishhh ok fine! all the birthday girls&guys were called to come forward and the birthday party started...

5 birthday cakes~

i was like blushing!
kalo aku taw kene ke depan, takkan kupakai kasut Crocs merah menyala itu!

tok Sidang (kiri sekali) tersengih... syuk kene maki teruk giler malam tu hehehhe

anyway, guys, thank you very much! tahun ni sambut dgn kawan2 :) nanti buat belated party with mr.R&raina :)

weekend with raina

last week,arrived home @ 2pm... basuh 2 bilik air, baju, kemas rumah baru, tido baru ambik raina... dah jauh ni tapi dekat di mata memang nak spend tiap masa ngan die, ni baru ambik raina terus bawa die main kat taman permainan depan rumah... suke sangat die walaupun baru bangun tidur, taknak berenggang ngan mama die...

raina's trademark - cheeky face!

i'm happy walking without my shoes!
i'm happy to be with my mama!

apa yg kamu cari itu anakku?

bangun awal pagi ahad walaupun tidur lambat update blog, kemas rumah then bile raina bangun boleh jaga die terus... masa sangat berharga! kat INTAN boleh rehat lagi, seriyes saya makin gemuk (nampak ke saya gemuk ye? sekeping sangat) duduk di INTAN, tidur tak berkacau, makan ade orang jaga (?) hehehe 10 senaman asas ngan turun naik panjat tangga tiap masa pun tak membantu...

tengahari pergi Alamanda, TV rosak... berita baik @ berita buruk? TV itu banyak jasanya, dari zaman Pak kaduk umi&ayah, TV ade pemasang video tape lg... beli aje mane yg berkenan ceh ayat... beli aje mana yg mampu dgn pendapatan kami... then terus pergi pasar malam Presint 9, mama die excited nak pergi pasar malam tapi raina terlebih excited gak sbb tak pernah pergi pasar malam waktu mama die takde...

amboi anakku, berani jalan sorang2!

perluKah seorang ibu ikut anak sampai ke atas? ke macam same aje ketinggian?


waa minggu ni mr.R keje sabtu&ahad, sangap la dok rumah!

The King and I

the following Friday night was our performance, English drama as one of the assignment besides did a newsletter... so, presenting drama musical 'The King and I', the joins of 3 English class group, The Arrival by Gamma, The Change by Alpha and The Acceptance by Beta, and it's means they will be 3 Kings, 3 Anna and 3 others main actors...

the night start with Dila spoke in Siamese, amazed adhoc Siamese dance by excellent choreographer, Ju and Lily as narrator came in on the decorated trolley (heheh ooppss)...

the musical choir! with cute anna and 'little' louis...

'western people is funny'

the scene before the King die with Anna, Kral (PM), Lady Thiang (head of wife), Chulalongkorn (the King's son) and the King's daughters surrounded him...

the Kings and their Anna...

well, i can't snapped pictures, ambik orang punye... i can't saw the whole drama... because i'd to jaga (what to say in english) slide presentations... as usual, as the adhoc technical team and surrounded with guys... afraid to leave my chair in order to act as the King's daughter although i rehearsed... had to read the whole scripts and MC's text to make sure there will be no missing slide... and people can't saw us and the way round because there was a separator between us & the MCs...

with the other King's daughter, Hanim and Chua as Princess Ying Yaolak...
we were wearing baju pengantin, anak raja mesti kene gojes2 maa...

arghh chris, with the Beta class

hajar (my roommate) as choir team and Zek, the Siamese dancer...

Sidang C is the best!

it's great night, we were given B for our mark... it's quite high mark for those who's still not study Project Management :)